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The State of Florida vs Casey Anthony

amuseislost — Mon, 16 May 2011 16:12:20 +0000

I’m not one to usually rant about our judicial system here in Florida, or even the United States of America for that matter but this case really pissed me off. If we as a nation can justify the murder of a man such as Osama Bin Laden who legally died an innocent man as per International Law and the Universal Declaration of Human Rights, article 11 which states ” ‘Everyone charged with a penal offence has the right to be presumed innocent until proved guilty according to law in a public trial at which they have had all the guarantees necessary for their defence”, then why is it that we as tax payers are allowing this mockery of justice continue to be prolonged by Casey Anthony and her kangaroo court defense committee. Reguardless of wether or not one says ” Osama was guilty of killing hundreds”, how is it justifiable that the death of one innocent such as poor little Caylee Anthony is any less of an inhumane act. One terrorist was swiftly handed what America denoted as justice and yet here RIGHT FUCKING HERE in the UNITED STATES the judicial system seems to feel that the death of one innocent person is not equally as punnishable. Casey Anthony gets to sit in her prison cell, have 3 square meals a day, have the comfort of heating and air, participates in yoga classes and meditation time while her poor child lies in a graveyard beneath impacted dirt. This bitch should be put to death the same way she killed her baby!!!! For all those nay sayers out there whom seem to feel that she is ” innocent” then perhaps you seem to have a thing for pathalogical liars. In Psychology 101 it is taught that the traites and characteristics of a pathological liar is that they are capable of anything. If she was ever innocent of anything her innocence was ommited and considered null and void when she refused to realease any information as to the where abouts of her child and then when she finally did , it was all complete lies. Innocencent people will not lie to proove their innocence because if you are truly innocent there is no need to lie. To hell with a fair trial and to hell with sending her ass to death row…… skip that bitch to the front of the line and put her to death the EXACT SAME WAY as she did her child and stop wasting taxpayers money on a bullshit trial.

Fundraiser for Judy Haim

amuseislost — Thu, 29 Apr 2010 20:37:51 +0000

For anyone who really wants to help Corey’s mom, Michael Strider, photographer of the rock stars is selling off his one of a kind prints. All of the proceeds go to Judy Haim…. So if you want to help out more head over to http://www.striderimage.com

One Month and One Day

amuseislost — Sun, 11 Apr 2010 14:57:22 +0000

Exactally one month and one day after a dear friends passing, it saddens me to have to say fairwell to yet another person dear to my heart. My ex father-in-law passed away this morning in the comforts of his own home, but not his own mind. He was diagnosed with brain cancer and had developed an inoperable brain tumor which, along with his emphansemia, claimed his life in the wee morning hours. I would cry if only I could, but I am all cried out. I do not know exactally how much heartache one is meant to actually endure in such a short time, but I believe that I have reached my limit. What doesn’t kill us only makes us stronger, but sometimes it is what makes us stronger which actually does kill us…Not kill us and send us to our deaths as one knows it, but sends us rather into a dead state of life…. Our hearts are beating, out bodies are functioning, but emotionally we simply are here no longer….

I am off in spirit drinking coffee with Don and being told by my close friend “Ya did good kid!” …… Thats where you can find me.

One Month Right Down To the Day….

amuseislost — Sat, 10 Apr 2010 04:02:46 +0000

The days keep drudging by and yet still it is hard to believe that it has been one month since you left us here to dwell without you. There are many who wish that they could see you, speak to you, or even touch your beautiful face…. But alas tis impossible you see for Heaven is just too far away. Sometimes I catch myself gazing at the clouds beautifully etched in the sky like a painting from Van Gough, and all too often I find myself searching for your silhouette in amongst the cloudy figurines…. I cannot help but to weep. In my life so filled with change, you were my only constant. When I was lost; unable to find myself… it was you whom helped me find my way again. All of the pain of this life was bearable with you around. Only you could make me smile and laugh through the pain….. You helped me understand and accept the things in life which are inevitable, but the thing I have the hardest time accepting is your death.

I’m Not That Kind Of Girl

amuseislost — Wed, 31 Mar 2010 00:46:39 +0000

I’m not the kind of girl that one would normally envision themselves falling head over heals in love with. I am the type of girl who isn’t afraid of bugs or snakes, the kind that is use to picking up 100lb sacks of ready mix concrete, the type of girl who is quick to tell you to piss off. I am the kind of girl who will fight for what she believes in, the kind of girl who can take a punch in stride. I am the type of girl who can chug a bottle of tequila and still speak eloquently and intelligently. I am also the type of girl who stays true to my friends as well as to myself…….

Allow me to tell you the type of girl which I am not. I am not the kind of girl who would roll over on my friends just to gain a few quick bucks. I’m not the kind of girl who would kiss and tell, or the kind who would sell my soul for popularity. I could give a fuck less about any contracts, autographs, photographs, or even manuscripts that you claim could be mine. I could give two fucks less about who you are, or what you think is true. I don’t frankly give a shit what exactly you thought about my friend. He was my friend for a reason. He was nothing like you pieces of shit. This is why I do not return your calls. This is why I quit your firm. I will go to my grave with the things that I know, even in death I will stay true to my friend.

So without further ado, allow me to formally say I quit….

…Fuck you all, and goodnight!

-M

After reading look at the first letter of each line..

amuseislost — Fri, 19 Mar 2010 18:14:36 +0000

Looked out

Over the lake’s

Vivid celestial pallet of

Every color that

Your brush

Once

Uncovered and

Challenged to despair

Oblivious that they would

Replicate your beauty

Every stoke that

You’ve made

Another glimpse

Not knowing exactly

How it is that you have the ability

And you have inspired me

Inside my soul I am

Mourning

Restlessly I

Etch you beautiful

Silhouette upon my canvas

Thinking of all the times

I have cried already

Not knowing

Peace

Even though

At times I feel you near

Could it be that you

Embodied

All that is it which we

Not knowingly and yet

Gladly envied you for

Everyday with

Love

To The Industry and the Half Wits in Regards to Corey Haim

amuseislost — Tue, 16 Mar 2010 03:59:43 +0000

He was but a child at the time, and he was beautiful. The whole world welcomed him into the industry with cheers. He never profited from it because it destroyed him emotionally. You built him up and placed him upon your pedestal. He never profited from any of it, but you did. You took his sorrows and struggles, and you made a mockery of it; so that at the end of each day you would feel more successful and even pocket some money at another’s expense. He survived it all. Years of hurt and anguish in which you dealt him; as though his life were just a poker game to be played in Vegas….. And you were the dealer with the royal flush. You made a mockery of him and ridiculed him to feed your own selfish needs. You took away his joy, his childhood dreams. When you felt he was no longer marketable, you turned on him like vultures. You spread rumors; you even called him the liar. His life was not a joke. His life was not a game for you to gamble with, and your industry was cruel to him. Some of you he even considered to be his friends. Life was hard on him… so much so that at times it would hurt; but your words and you’re doubting him hurt more. You can’t hurt him anymore though…. None of you can. He will be put in the ground later today by those who truly loved him. Those who loved him for who he really was not the characters in which he portrayed in the movies, or the money in which you all though he was made up of. He was not perfect, but one thing is certain… he deserved better then what you gave him. Now he can rest and be at peace…. And you… well you can have your drama.

Remembering the Good Times

amuseislost — Sat, 13 Mar 2010 04:45:35 +0000

Many people around the net as well as media outlets are buzzing over the news of Corey Haim’s death; many of which never gave a damn about him while he was alive. My question is why? Why are you using this tragic end to such a beautiful soul as a way to capitalize and make money? To all of you celebs out there who wouldn’t give Corey the time of day while he was alive, why don’t you shut your fucking mouths?!? I am so sick of hearing people who could have given a fuck less about him during his life, go on and on about how they are mourning over his loss. Where were all of his supporters when he really needed them? Where were all of you true friends then huh? The truth is that it is rare in life that someone is blessed enough to be able to say that they had a friend like Corey Haim. He wasn’t one of these fake people. With him what you seen is what you got. He wasn’t perfect; then again no one is. His life is like many of ours; it is written in ink. Sure he had done things in life which he would have changed if given the chance to, but haven’t we all? I am so sick and tired of hearing people say “Corey was an addict”…. The truth is, aren’t we all addicts in some form or another? There are many different types of addicts…. Drug addicts who are addicted to illegal substances as well as controlled substances such as over the counter medications all the way to prescription ones…. You have alcoholics, sex addicts, technology junkies, drama and gossip addicts, Jesus junkies and God worshippers, and then you have people with OCD who are addicted to being obsessive and compulsive. There is no denying it… if you are alive then there is a 99% chance that you are an addict. Those of you who say “not me”… well you’re an addict too because you are in denial…. Addicted to thinking that you’re better then the 99% who admit they are addicted to something in this life. All you people ever did was kick him while he was down.

As for a certain little Miss who was once engaged to Corey. Ever heard the expression “people in glass houses shouldn’t throw stones”? Well choose your words wisely my dear or else the next thing you know your glass house may just shatter. Funny how you talk about how many pills you seen him pop while you were with him, why are you mentioning it now. Apparently it didn’t bother you before when you were riding his coat tails and trying to make a name for yourself.

As for Dr. Drew…. You came out right and said that you tried to get Corey to participate in your show….. You fail to mention that you attempted to get him to participate after he began doing the television show The Two Corey’s. Where were you all of those years when he wasn’t on television? Where were you when he really needed you and your help the most? You were certainly not there helping him.

Corey Feldman was right…. Hollywood chews people up and when they are finished with them; when they are no longer marketable…. Hollywood spits them out.

So unlike the many who are reminiscing over all of the negative things in his life, I as well as my family, his family, and his true supporters, will be remembering the good times. All of the smiles he brought to people’s faces at conventions, the heartfelt conversations with his supporters, the laughter and joy he brought into my sons life. Corey’s physical body may be gone, but his spirit will forever live. It will live in the hearts and souls of every person whose heart he touched in some way and in the hearts of those he inspired.

Rest in Peace Corey. The world truly was not ready for one as beautiful as you.

Paypal Donations For Corey Haim Memorial Fund

amuseislost — Fri, 12 Mar 2010 22:24:52 +0000

With permission from Judy, Jenny J has set up a PayPal account to accommodate donations made to The Corey Haim Memorial Fund via PayPal:

http://www.coreyhaim.us/memorial.html

Corey Haim Memorial Fund

amuseislost — Fri, 12 Mar 2010 03:45:22 +0000

Corey’s funeral will be taking place next week in his hometown of Toronto, Canada. Due to the unexpected expenses of transporting his body to Canada for final resting, a fund has been set up to help his family. If you would like to assist, please send your donations to:

Corey Haim Memorial Fund
c/o Judy Haim
P. O. Box 87655
298 John Street
Thornhill, Ontario
L3T – 7R4 CANADA